Jan
30
2004
by Clay @ 10:22 am
There’s no way
that there’d be someone else
With all I want
deep inside yourself
Don’t you know that you’re the one
You can run for a little while
Pass me by and try to hide yourself
It gets hard and you might start giving up
But we’re all quitters
and big sinners
So I’ll tell you
that there’s no way
I’d be giving up
I can’t just quit and stop
Cause you know that you’re the one
Spend some time and then you’ll understand
just how much I think you’re worth
I see a glimpse inside your soul
and you’re beautiful
just so lovely
So when you turn to me
and I see a shining star
You share your dreams and give me love
I see inside
that you’re so lovely
All I see
is someone beautiful
with so much to give
to this fallen world
And you know that you’re the one
I’ve had a plan for a little while
Hold my hand and come for a ride
It gets cold but you’ll start warming up
Cause we’re together
and it’s better
So when you turn to me
and I see a shining star
You tell me words and show me love
I just see inside
that you’re so lovely
And I’ve known for a little while
beyond a doubt
with a guide from the heart
and I’m so glad that you’re the one
Jan
27
2004
by Clay @ 5:40 pm
Only 4 days till I’m in Saskatoon and get to see the most beautiful girl in the world. And then I’ll be there until February 4th when I leave for Ireland. I can’t wait to see Kim!
Jan
24
2004
by Clay @ 1:13 am
A distant shimmer grazes across my path. It begins to brighten, and I know not yet of its strength. As I move closer I start to lose my breath. Warmth fills my heart and my knees begin to weaken. The pull grows stronger. I see more. I dare not take my eyes away, for the beauty that is captured with them could never be duplicated. A wave of delight takes captive my soul as she comes closer. The most gorgeous sight I have ever seen is right in front of me – and I can do naught but stand in awe. My hand moves towards hers with caution, but with care. As I look upon her radiance, her soft hand lends a gentle touch of acceptance. I begin to smile with great joy of my find. This glowing ray of light sees as much in me as I in her – yet does not understand exactly what I see. Soon, the light begins to fade. She grows further from me and my world again becomes dark. Try as I may, I cannot find her. She runs, yet I dare not give up. Hiding behind a dark cloud, she still shines through. Her beauty glows past anything she tries to cover herself with. Again, I offer my hand, cautiously and gently. She slowly accepts. Upon her tender hand touching mine, she lifts off the covering. Brightness fills my eyes. Shining more brilliantly than ever before, she moves closer. We share an embrace more magical than anything ever dreamed. My life never would I wish with hers to part. Never could I have dreamed that the distant shimmer grazing accross my path could fill my world with so much light.
Jan
21
2004
by Clay @ 5:35 pm
How can one survive when hope is lost
no feelings or thoughts
only dismal images live
Scraping past battered bones
How can one live when the heart fails to try
no happiness or joy
only fear and torment lives
Grinding through withered veins
Let there be a light at the end of this gloomy tunnel
Something I can see to break this curse of fear
Let me find a star to lead me back home
I want to see hope inside myself again
How can one die when hope is found
seeing pure images of love
many truths arise
Glowing through open eyes
How can one fear when the heart begins to trust
much gladness and cheer to be had
faith finds its way in
Reaching with open arms
Jan
20
2004
by Clay @ 11:29 pm
Yeah yeah, I know…it’s been a while since i’ve blogged. And I don’t know when my next post will be either. I’ve been getting really tired again lately. Not exactly sure why. That, and I’ve been working, so I haven’t had all day to think of something to post. Who knows, maybe tomorrow will bring something to my mind that I can post about, then again, maybe not.