Jun 27 2003

Hope

by Clay @ 8:04 am
Posted in Ramblings | 3 Comments »

A murmur of hope stretches itself accross the darkened sky. Unknown of what is left, he plunges into the madness that may prove to be true life. Taken in by one who has waited – he sits quietely and reassures. With many hands by his side – few contain guidance. Some offer warmth, others misdirection. Empty struggles are to be faught with what is inside, while the real struggles will be faught with help from those that come from outside. Truth still hides behind the clouds if only to be seen by the ones who seek it – not for the fools with all the answers. Hope may find his way to you.

Jun 26 2003

No Ramblings for a while (Maybe)

by Clay @ 6:24 pm
Posted in General | 1 Comment »

Welp, I think i’m gonna have to stop my rambling/day streak for a while since I’m in saskatoon and don’t really have time to write…or sufficient computer access…so yeah! Woo to Sask!!!

Jun 25 2003

No Faking

by Clay @ 4:44 pm
Posted in Ramblings | 4 Comments »

I don’t know who you think I am
You know everything about me
But something is always missing
Your words say one thing
Your eyes tell a different story
There’s a two way disguise
How much is truth and how much is lies

Why can’t we just be real
Always one thing to conceal
Truth is never quite there
How much do you really care
I can’t see who you are
All I have from you is this jaded scar
Let’s start over
and give it all we have
Be true
Just be You

You look to the side when I’m here
Your face is just an empty stare
Nothing is ever quite right
Trying to be satisfied
There’s always something more
Somewhere lies deception
Always looking for that one exception

Why can’t we just be real
Always one thing to conceal
Truth is never quite there
How much do you really care
I can’t see who you are
All I have from you is this jaded scar
Let’s start over
and give it all we have
Be true
Just be You

Are you careful when you’re talking
You play this game like it’s nothing
Handing out what you think I want
I’m just waiting for the pain
Your mind likes to hand out worry
I once saw who you were
That’s the reason I’d rather not deter

Why can’t we just be real
Always one thing to conceal
Truth is never quite there
How much do you really care
I can’t see who you are
All I have from you is this jaded scar
Let’s start over
and give it all we have
Be true
Just be You

Jun 24 2003

When all is said and done

by Clay @ 4:02 pm
Posted in Ramblings | 4 Comments »

Are you trying to wake me up
Maybe all I need is to finish things off
A quick awakening from where I am
Will it do the trick
Could that be all I need
How do I get you to help me out
When all is said and done
It comes down to you

There’s no hope for me without you
when all I have left is the space with your name
I can go nowhere without truth
when all there is left is a world of lies
Selfishness is all that fills me
when all I really want is to shine of your light
There is nothing to life alone
when all my heart looks for is what you give

Are you trying to pull me in
Maybe all I need is a shove in your way
A quick tug towards your light
Will it do the trick
I bet that’s all I need
There’s a way for you to get me out
When all is said and done
It comes down to you

There’s no hope for me without you
when all I have left is the space with your name
I can go nowhere without truth
when all there is left is a world of lies
Selfishness is all that fills me
when all I really want is to shine of your light
There is nothing to life alone
when all my heart looks for is what you give

Are you trying to show me something
Maybe I need to open up my eyes to the truth
A short glance across the way
Will it do the trick
Is it all I need
Where do I go for you to help me out
When all is said and done
It comes down to you

There’s no hope for me without you
when all I have left is the space with your name
I can go nowhere without truth
when all there is left is a world of lies
Selfishness is all that fills me
when all I really want is to shine of your light
There is nothing to life alone
when all my heart looks for is what you give

So come bring me into the truth and show me where I have to go
I’m waiting on your word for me to open that first door
There’s no where else I want to be
but within the light you’ve shone for me
I know I’ve won the last fight if you’ve come into my life
When all is said and done
It all comes down to you

There’s no hope for me without you
when all I have left is the space with your name
I can go nowhere without truth
when all there is left is a world of lies
Selfishness is all that fills me
when all I really want is to shine of your light
There is nothing to life alone
when all my heart looks for is what you give

Jun 23 2003

Show Me Who I Am

by Clay @ 8:50 pm
Posted in Ramblings | 4 Comments »

I’m here
waiting patiently
just what is it that you want from me
I don’t know
how to say these words
or how I can explain just how it hurts

Why now
so much to take in
it’s all a mess inside this head of mine
but for you
I’ll change my very ways
and be the one you need for all my days

What I want is just a taste
of your overflowing grace
I can’t wait till it’s time
when you show the path that’s mine
I need you in my soul
you are my lone control
I’m wanting you
to show me who I am

a place
deep inside my self
I know you put the answer somewhere there
All I know
you are there for me
the countless lies i’ve heard are not from you

so true
perfect high command
so real I can’t begin to understand
saving grace
I could not ask for
A love from you that I will not ignore

What I want is just a taste
of your overflowing grace
I can’t wait till it’s time
when you show the path that’s mine
I need you in my soul
you are my lone control
I’m wanting you
to show me who I am