I wish I knew what to say, but my mind has not yet filled with the words of my heart.
These feelings flow within me, but my comprehension for them goes uncharted.
A new song is sung beneath my soul, waiting to receive the chance to express.
A speck of hope can be found where endless rows of loss stand tall.
None too soon will come the words that do not yet exist.
Words to show the truth of my thoughts and my heart. Ready to be spilled.
Open to possibilies of truth within life has given my heart a fresh start,
a vision not yet understood by my mind. Not yet recognized, but difficult to lose.

“A new day begins; the memory of the last battle is erased from my mind.
The next battle I face may be my greatest challenge yet. But I know not still whether my next battle will be the battle I was destined to win.”

“My enemies are not ones to hate, but merely people I must face in order to achieve victory and conquer.”

“The round may have been won, but the battle is far from over. These small victories be not enough to win the battle, but do provide the heart with the willingness to continue.”

“I do not seek vengence, but rather, understanding. I wish to know why these things have been done. The cruelty which befalls us should not be repaid with cruelty, but with compassion and understanding as to why these things were done so we might not need to face them again.”

“…He realized that it was not his to conquer, not his to own. The battle had been lost, not by lack of trying however, but because fate had destined him to win a different battle. He was to conquer more than just that which he sees, but to achieve victory in his heart as well…”

“It was evident that he must lose some battles before he was to win. For conquering without the knowlege of defeat does not allow one to grow and conquer the majour battles that may one day come before him…”

“Twas the way things should have been. The battle was won, and the land conquered.”

Welp, i’ve been in Saskatoon since Friday and have had an awesome time so far!! Spending time with my cousins is great and I’m having a blast. The stereotrap concert on friday was amazing and I got to go to the studio and hang out while they were mixing and recording some stuff for their new CD (hopefully coming out in June). It sounds sweeeet! If you want a copy, let me know in June. I think over the next while I’m gonna be posting a bunch of my old ramblings on here every day. And i’ll mix it up with some new ones if they come to me. For those of you who read them all before, keep checking back, I may put a few up a day which may be new. Who knows…

soulful energy explodes from eyes
found only in you
warmth that can melt a heart

glowing peace flows from a voice
deep within
pure softness unleashing care

newfound victory appears
because of you
grand visions of light are shown

Open skies flood over my eyes
a slight breeze tingles my mind
a new wonder in front of me
encapsulating my every thought
changing the vision of my path
so enchanting, so inspiring
trembling in place with excitement
flourishing ideas of what it may be